Bleeeeeegh things are crazy.
I've been sleeping for 12+ hours crazy.
SO I finally applied for college and it was scary and I don't want to do it but I have to and don't worry guys I'm not leaving, it's a community college literately right down the road from me. I don't know what I'm going to study, please, I suggest not asking me about it because the whole idea is just freaking me out. I was crying and hyperventilating while I was applying. My orientation and entrance test thingy is tomorrow, thank god I'm doing this all with my cousin, or else I couldn't handle this. I don't know why it scares me, it just does, okay?
Modeling. I'm still modeling. I had three shoots one week in November I don't remember what week but it was a fun week. I worked with someone who is going to use the photos we shot to draw, I also got to be a live model, he drew my portrait while I was watching Brave. I only got one photo, though. I MAY upload that and the portrait, but I will have to ask him first. Then I had my shoot for the website. I've debated not telling people about this because I didn't want people up my ass about it, but I figured I'll just say it.
I shot for Zivity.com
However, in order to apply, you have to get a trial account, then apply. Well, I applied for a trial account about a month ago, I was told I was put on a wait list. This is frustrating me to no end. I want to get my modeling dream on a roll, I'm so impatient. My photographer wanted me to re-EMail them, so I did, with the same reply....UGH
And the third photoshoot that week was with a bunch of people and my bestie, annnnnddd I haven't gotten those photos yet >_< Sorry guys.
Gas? Oh yes, gas. So craziness.. Saturday night my parents went out of town and my cousin and I kept smelling gas. I originally started smelling it at 5pm, I had a headache and I felt groggy, but I figured that was because I had overdosed on Black Friday shopping and I was just super tired. So anyway, the smell kept getting stronger and stronger and when my boyfriend came over, he got in the house he said “Something smells really weird outside, like burning plastic and gas” Well we spent a good part of the night trying to figure out whats going on, my cousions room and bathroom downstairs was hazey, and you could see the haze outside around the house. But whats weird is that the carpon monoxice alarm did not go off, and we changed the batterys and moved it downstairs into his room. Then I remembered that the house runs off propane, We turned off the heat, because when the heat came on is when you could really smell it. Then we had to call dad at like 2am and he told us to turn the propane tank off, don’t smoke, light anything, be super careful, and he would be there by morning. He got here at about 6 and they found out that the exhaust pipe has a leak and it’s getting back into the house.
So I’ve been without heat this entire time and I’ve been using a little space heater in my room. Apparently someone is coming to look at the house tomorrow since they are full today. I’m still freaking out about it.
And my back is killing me today.